Monday, April 30, 2012
来点快乐吧~ =)
Sunday, April 29, 2012
='(
我已经没有了许多
请不要再剥夺我该有的缘分
那里已不像我原本的家
而这里就是我梦想而不敢盼望的家
因为我知道那里已没有我想要而该有家的感觉
那里让我曾经难过,绝望与失望
因为他们只不过是人类中该有的自私与针对
我的确厌倦,但厌倦只是于事无补,倒不如忍一忍
坚强地,慢慢地,做我该做的事情,一直生活下去,不辜负婆的期望
那里已没有该有的爱
我也不期待,因为这种爱是要趁早,过了只会让我 ...
哈
写下来... 我会平静许多, 会快乐一些...
很EMO...
Friday, April 27, 2012
Bonjour~
That means morning in France LOL
I woke up early at last few days
All because of the matrix thingee
It made me worried a lot
Cus I want go to form 6 actually
Stay at here (I mean kk) is really convenient for me
to waiting for my offer letter from uni
btw I had been chosen to matrix labuan
Labuan is too far from my home kay?
I don't think there will have any fun thing to do
as there is too small , no movie , no shopping mall
I can't live in hostel that always no water supply!
I can't live without water kay? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
So I went to school yesterday-- KKHigh ( a bit excited cus I missed there so much)
(Not only me cus I went with siaw, kim sun ah~)
We met teacher ong (nien tze father) to ask about ns and form 6 thingee
Well I told teacher about my situation --> matrix
His expression was like " hah? why you don go matrix?"
I was lazy to explain.. I just said I want to go form 6 la..
He said if we really want to go form 6 then just go for form 6
Teacher will help us~ (Hooray!! I am so happy la about this thing HAHA)
Meanwhile we had done our ns thing -- borang penagguhan
so now I am less worry~ Finally I not need wake up early anymore LOL
This is what we should do ! haha
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
OMG
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
What a long story..
最近我不是说我有interview嘛
我只能说这一次还真是惊险的说
我真的是很恐怖拉
哈哈 个人认为拉~
从那里说呢?
5 o' clock in the morning
我就起身
like seriously 我没有睡到拉
大概2-3 点这样才睡到觉啊~
Drey mom 与 drey 就来载我鲁~
我们就去吃早餐咯,ngauchap!!
but 我只是吃放牛丸而已~
因为except 那个就没什么我会吃 哈
then 我就去了drey 的家鲁~
哈 我家没有internet
所以只好去drey 家interview 咯~
through SKYPE~ 哈
我就准时地9点等他们的RESPONSE 咯
就一直等啊等~ 等到10.30 这样 我就受不了!
直接拿电话CALL 他们~ 你知道回应是什么吗?
他们忘记了 zzzzz
我真的没想到他们会放我鸽子啊~
我就等啊等 ngai 很久啦
所以 我就去玩我的fb meanwhile 等他们的回复 哈哈
等到2 点多
他们叫我在30 分钟画东西给他们
所以我就画咯~
below is my drawings~
(很乱拉)
interview 的时候还算不错啦
but 英文讲到很broken 啦
我有ermmmm.. 很久~
哈哈 算是蛮顺利的说
只不过他们问我有什么建筑物是我喜欢的
当场我的脑袋blank啦
还好当时忽然出现twin tower
then 我才过关 哈哈
phew~
interview 完以后,心情是比较放松了许多~
=) however 我不是那么想去那里拉 but 如果真的有奖学金,可能会去呱~~ 哈哈
Friday, April 20, 2012
Thursday, April 19, 2012
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Even Better
Now I really still don't know what I want..
I mean which school I want to study..
Utar.. Hmm.. I don't even know I like or not..
I know the first thing to consider for studying in uni is $$..
Follow on is my feeling.. U know what i mean? like ngam bu ngam bah..
However, I think the first sight feeling or whatever feeling to uni
is important for me, u know?
If I feel ngam for the uni, I think I will be study smart and easier to concentrate
I don't know why.. This is my mind.. I know my family especially my auntie
is very care about the tuition fees.. Scare can't afford this amounts..
They make me feel that they can't afford me kay?
Plus they think that I should take a scholarship since I had took a good result..
But do you guys ever think about outside there is not only me who took a good
result kay? there are a lot of people who took a striking great result.. even better
than me kay? Btw a lot of scholarships are mostly given to bumiputera.. maybe
jus 1 or 5 percents are given to chinese people kay?
I really upset and disappointed on them.. don't think only you guys(my uncles
and auntie) can disappointed on me kay? every thing that u guys promised
wouldn't ever come true.. Just like my further study.. First I want go taiwan
then you guys said it's too expensive ( this one i know ) so i can't study
at taiwan..
But did you guys remembered the hope that you guys given to me last year..
I thought I can go taiwan manatau u guys spoiled it.. definitely made me feel so
so so disappointed.. Then you guys said can't go taiwan then go taylor la.. but
what's happened now? NO TAYLOR.. See! made me feel disappointed AGAIN.. All
because of money.. NO MONEY NO TALK.. I hate money u know? Then I had no
choice to study.. Now only wait for UTAR.. but come on i don't think i will like
that school.. Fine this is future things no one can expect manatau later i will like
there after i go there LOL.. Now i still want to go taylor even taiwan.. But all
need money so I will take action to find SCHOLARSHIP to solve the money
problem.. I don't want rely on my family anymore.. they are very not care my
feeling..
=) life will be even better than before..
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BTW I kinda like this t-shirt!?
时刻
我有时候
真的 不明白大人们的想法
真的 有时候他们并没有帮到忙
真的 反而让人更加烦恼与不安心情
真的 他们有时候当然有自己看法与经验
真的 他们虽说关心我的感受但我不这么觉得
真的 他们只不过表面上很Care 我但事实却不同
真的 他们都有自己的家庭让我觉得我只不过是个负担
真的 但“会在金钱上帮助我”只让我觉得是个不思议的任务
真的 你们的确让我觉得你们就是无法在金钱与精神上帮助了我
真的 你们只会问“你觉得怎样?”只让我觉得你们的话语很自相矛盾
真的 每当我要怎样你们都会说这个不好那个又不好而你们的这个却很好
真的 如果真的不能在支撑我的学费就直接告诉我吧我真的无所谓,好不好吗?
真的 看清了许多才知道每个人都有自己的自私与不好而每个人却不会发现而改过
真的 如今我才学习要变得更加坚强是有点太迟了但人人都有说“有心就不怕迟”,对吧?
真的 “哈哈” 人生就是要这样才更加有价值可言并且会使人变得更加不同,更加坚强于他人
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Thingee I had done in last few weeks
1st -- Buy gift to Siaw ;)
finally we chosen this one HAHA "kim sun lan"- style
LOL
2nd -- took a lots of photo
I love this dog LOL become my phone wallpaper (nobody ask LOL)
RainBow~
I like this package so much.. it's COOL!
Home sweet Home
My cousin.. She is hunting for her long pants since she gonna travel to taiwan (ENVY)
My Cousin Mum
Guess wat It's cheese banana.. WEIRD group of this food..
Cheesy~ guys TRY it!
3rd -- Friend Gathering + Siaw Birthday
UPPERSTAR -- Having our dinner
== Aby you spoiled the pic LOL
Paiseh laa Shnwei and Drey gonna kneel my head down LOL
Eating...
YUM
PASTA~
PASTA oh no I scare i will become ITALIAN in hetalia ==
Hot Chocolate (I was thristy LOL that;s why it had only half of the glass xD)
Black Cat On Drey's Beg
Shnwei IPAD I edited this photo with magic colour (only show RED colour)
We were going to YOYO to continue our gathering LOL bored at upperstar~
=)
Aby + Shnwei + Audrey
Why you guys so angry ><
Joshua + Marie + Karee
Drey what are you looking for LOL
Pae Yii
YEAH!
Pae yii again as she sat in front of me LOL
4nd -- My Portfolio (Tiredness~~~)
well This Photo made my drawing became smaller LOL
Ta-Da~ This is the first one I done at 13 april 2012..
However I had added some background buildings to made it feel better :)
This is the second one.. zzzz start from 11++ am till 11++ pm so It's done at 14 april 2012
The end :)
OMG it's ady 1 something in the morning LOL Night guys!
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